It doesn’t make ANY sense#

I’m too nervous now..;;;

It really makes me out of mind that I don’t know anything. What these strangers(professors) think about my portfolios. And score me through that…,, Ahhhhhh crazy how it makes me nervous

Let me talk about my status. First, I think my portfolios are quite nice. And then, i read my portfolio again and again. And i eventually finds out how easy to make these portfolios are. (even though it isn’t, i feel so.)

I remember someone solved the unsolved(before they solved) math problem on scientific high school. Even though I cannot justify the difficulty of the work because that’s not my department, It looks a lot fancier than my works… Ahhhhhhh… Not a single part of my portfolio beats their work…

I reget that i didn’t start the project on 1st, 2nd grade..

hahhhh…

People says that your portfolios are outstanding, better than undergraduate students students are vary. too large gap between lowest and greatest. Actually, I would not apply talent track on institute of science and technology if my skill levels were at normal undergraduate student.

Afraid that youtube video’s view is not rising. Which is linked in my portfolio. Thinks about the situation that my first portfolio was not enough to check the other one.

Afraid that the professor thinks this kind of research which is not done yet has no value.

Anyway, Self-introduce paper was super well written. i don’t feel nervous on it.

Anyway(again), I saw korea’s rocket launching. There was the KAIST logo on it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH god help me chill (I’m atheist)
(but i’m praying to god. “help me pass the test”)

I had a chance(?) to check the kaistian’s instagram profile. He as member of SPEC and picture club 빛따라 Imagine being a member of SPEC. OH MY GOD. FANTASTIC. (again, i’m atheist) Imagine cannot be a member of SPEC. The world will become blurry blue to me. I also loves taking picture with my camera. Hahhhh…

FUCK.

I’m planning to get a job if i rejected by them.

hah.. It will be a largest event of my life. If i am rejected by them, i will get a job and make some money. <- being a dev
If they accept me, I will become a nerd.